Shawn (chonny) wrote in 268_generation,
Shawn
chonny
268_generation

Weeping

The times I spent away from the realization of today, became so huge that I could only understand it, when it was too late. Have I truly wasted my time of youth? I remember times I haven't felt since then, the times that sheltered me in a happiness I still cannot forget to this day. In fact, I write this because I still remember.

We can look into a memory, and see it as if it's right in front of our face, a vision even! These great memories lock themselves within us, and we remember.

It felt welcomed, it felt bright, if felt real, but no matter, these are our dearest memories. They say "we must look to the now, and focus by moment", but I still miss those amazing memories that I cannot forget, only a perfect me could shut down my human nature.

I weep; but because one who weeps shows their living heart, neither blackened nor gold, but their humanness in one form.

It's true, we do struggle and contend versus our highs and our lows. We are human, and even God in human form hurt. We must try to understand that we can make the moment for today, if only we make ourselves available to this idea. I struggle within it, but there is hope through it. We reach ourselves to God.

Amen.
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